False hope

You wish. You wish time froze, you wish the clock never counted another second, you wish you could tame all the voices in your head, you wish you could read thoughts because it would've been so much easier by now. 

And you hope, you hope when the time goes on and the clock counts another second it'll be a second worth living, that if it holds heart breaking events you learn and if it holds happiness you smile, smile from your heart. You hope that if the voices in your head is untamable you could just filter them and listen to the good ones, you hope that if you can't read thoughts you could at least be optimistic enough. 

And our lives keep swinging from hoping to wishing and vice versa, and we swing with it, from state to another, waiting for stability.