Temporary coma

Everything was getting worse, people/family/friends/country and this world became more of a forest where everyone is seeking his own aim even if that aim will make them use other people as a tool, just a tool. No humanity. Selfishness, greed & hypocrisy was the only characteristics that can describe people at that time. Injustice was everywhere and people were living just to oppress others as if that's the new way of complementing them, women were abused by men and country was abused by frauds. Young people were killed, adults were killed and even the newly born babies were killed. What kind of humanity are you talking about? You tell me friends? I tell you bbm/fb/twitter and any other social network but other than that? Hahaha. And Trust became a foreign characteristic that you'll find at barely no one. "Compliment them when you see them and talk behind their back when they leave" was the new way of life and everyone was seeking the worldly life. PAUSE.. -Your daughter got into a temporary coma, Dr. Said to mother. I got into a coma for almost 5 months and when I regained back my consciousness I found that everything was getting better and justice was taking place again, people's characteristics began to change to the best and bad things that was mentioned above became better, doesn't mean that that's a perfect life no! But it's way better than the forest, at least we can call it life. PAUSE.. -Wake up it's 3:30 and you're having an appointment with your friends, Mom said to me. So that was just a dream but close enough to reality because "verily with hardship comes ease (Quran 94:5)", so be optimistic everything is gonna be okay.

To infinity and beyond!

This tittle seems familiar right? buzz light year yeah.. emm *caughs* okay that's not the topic! "to infinity and beyond" what does this labels to? is this life infinite? no. relationships? no. happy/sad times? no. bla bla? no. Jannah? YES.
To infinity and beyond; to the infinite tranquility, to the infinite peace, to the infinite love and to the infinite perfect life we've been seeking in this life, in this passing enjoyment. Have you ever took a moment off this whole world to wonder about the perfection of Jannah? our true home we're returning to, have you ever pondered upon this ayah:

 اعددت لعبادى الصالحين ما لا عين رأت و لا اذن سمعت و لا خطر على قلب بشر

It must be something spectacular, something amazing created by the Majesty.. A masterpiece! let's get attached to this masterpiece and let's make it our goal, but Jannah is a very expensive prize for the striving believers, and we can't get it by wishing and just go like "awww jannah <3 may Allah bless us with it" without working hard to attain that perfect prize. Allah encompassed Jannah by forms of hardships, by hard times that we've to go through and succeed in it to get our A* (Jannah).

There's eight gates of Jannah, whoever was among the people who pray on time will be called from the gate of the prayer; and whoever was among the people who used to participate in jihad will be called from the gate of jihad; and whoever was among those who fast a lot will be called from the gate Al-Rayyaan; and whoever was among those who used to give charity will be called from the gate of charity. (Sahih Al-Bukhari) 

What about specifying a certain gate that you'd like to be called from? Al-Rayyaan for instance, so you start working on fasting a lot so on the day of judgment you'd be called from that gate.

Let's imagine that beloved day..

First of all we'd stand on the gates and it will be already open for us, Allah said in his beloved Quran:

و سيق الذين اتقوا ربهم الى إلى الجنه زمرا حتى إذا جاءوها و فتحت ابوابها و قال لهم خزنتها سلام عليكم طبتم فادخلوها خالدين

After we enter it we'll see there all our loved ones and we'd see the trees that it's trunk is made of gold as mentioned in this hadith: The messanger PBUH said: "There is not a tree in paradise, exept that it's trunk is made of gold" Imagine the beauty of it !

There's beautiful rivers there as mentioned in His book: 

مثل الجنه التى وعد المتقون فيها انهار من ماء غير آسن و انهار من لبن لم يتغير طعمه و انهار من خمر لذه للشاربين و انهار من 

عسل مصفى و لهم فيها كل الثمرات و مغفره من ربهم 

Besides you'll get to have whatever you want, for me I'd ask Allah to give me a chocolate river..

What about the gardens and the treas? Allah said: فيها من كل فاكه زوجان and He also said: فيها فاكه و نخل و رمان , try to imagine how beautiful is it!

We'd be sitting in the best atmosphere and no air conditioners! He said: متكئين فيها على الآرائك لا يرون فيها شمساً و لا زمهريرا  and also said: وجوه يومئذ ناعمه لسعيها راضيه فى جنه عاليه لا تسمع فيها لاغيه 

We'd be shaded under the best shades and no tents! as mentioned in the Quran:

إن المتقين فى ظلل و عيون و فواكه مما يشتهون كلوا و اشربوا هنيئا بما كنتم تعملون إنا كذلك نجزى المحسنين 

and also this:

إن اصحاب الجنه فى شغل فاكهون هم و ازواجهم فى ظلل على الأرائك متكئون لهم فيها فاكه و لهم ما يدعون
Isn't it worth it? imagine this everlasting perfection in comparison to this passing enjoyment, this donya is nothing! absolutely nothing. Our real home is not here, our real home is jannah, we're visitors in this donya.

Donya is not the end, it's the new beginning.

All of this beauty is for you, so seek Jannah and make Allah proud of you. 

Pain

What is pain? It's a feeling that we feel to tell us that there's something wrong going on, just like when we touch fire what happens? we feel that our hands is hurting us, so this feeling is like an alert that tells us that we need to remove our hand immediately. That's like the emotional pain that we feel, it's a bestow that Allah bestowed us with to warn us when something is going wrong.
Why do we feel pain? Allah called himself "Al-Kareem" He loves giving gifts to His servants but the majority of us rely on the gift not the giver, we get attached to this gift not the giver and this gift become all that we think about and what we seek for, whether it's wealth, status, love or whatever. We depend on things that won't last, things that are ephemeral so Allah takes this thing from us or something happens that make us feel that deep pain, just like the mother that calls her child for lunch and he still haven't come because he's too busy playing with the toy she bought him so the mother immediately takes the toy because she knows what's better for her child. That's what Allah does with us He take the gift when we become so dependent on it, but what's with Allah is never lost, I mean that as soon as we get back to Him He'll give us the same thing He has taken or something even better.
(It's like a glass vase that we place on the edge of a table, once broken, the pieces never quite fit again. However the problem wasn't with the vase, or even that the vases kept breaking. The problem is that we keep putting them on the edge of tables -Yasmine Mogahed) That's definitely what we do! 
How does the pain heals? We need to start focusing on the only one thing that's not ephemeral, we need to focus on Allah, know the matter of fact that one day we'll die and the gift we relied on will do absolutely nothing to us, read more about Allah (Quran) the healer of every pain and have good thoughts about Allah by accepting the fact that He does nothing to harm us, He does everything cause He loves us, A LOT!
So know what's better for you, know that you're a guest in this donya, know that Allah LOVES YOU and know that He made you read this cause He wants you better.