My beloved, Allah.

Get on your knees and beg for mercy
say please forgive me Ya Almighty
I'm nothing without you Ya Allah
Still, I'm not performing my Salah
I'm infatuated by the worldly life's ephemeral days
I'm infatuated by the things that put my prayers on delays
I'm infatuated by this mannequin's clothes
That's the reason why I'm sad overdose
But your mercy is greater than any wound
That's what they taught me since the day I came out of the womb
You love me with my imperfections,
cause You're the world's amazing perfection
I'm Your servant and You're my lord
A perfect relation with a great reward
So maybe I'll go astray but to You I shall return again
Maybe I'll sin but to your mercy I'll never give in
Praying my life time would never be enough just to thank You about the sight's bless
So Thank You for always existing in my life that I never appreciated without You being in it.