SHUT YOUR EGO

Have you asked yourself how many times you've wasted so many chances and opportunities beacause of your ego?
Have you asked yourself how many people you've lost because of your ego?
Have you asked yourself how many times you were wrong and your ego prevented you from saying 'I AM SORRY'?
Why being so arrogant? do you think people will like you this way? Absloutly no. maybe they'll fake the words, smiles and stuff but that doesn't ever mean that they like you this way
Why being so self-centered to an extent that people are getting away from you!
is that what you want to be? is that what you like? to push people away by your awful personalty that you think it's perfect this way? the point is that no one can judge themselves, you're in a society that will judge for whatever you do, good or bad!
So try to do the best with your personality so that you'd gain people's love and acceptance, you need that so much in your life though!
Why are you mocking other people? is that makes you feel happy and satisfied when you make them feel terrible about themselves?
And why being so black hearted? like when someone apologizes to you and you accept their apology or forgive them after you've insulted them for a while as if you're an angle from heaven and don't make any mistakes!
What if you opened a new paper with your own self and promised yourself that you won't make anyone feel bad about themselves again and that you'd stop the arrogancy and selfishness thing
Cause being arrogant\self-centered\mocker etc..
you attract people like you to be your friends and partners, but when you change to the better and by "better" I mean being modest\caring etc..
you attract people like you that will be your friends and partners.
And at last the choice is all yours, but if I were you I'd shut my ego ;)

Fate

It's ironic how the people we never thought that they'd leave our lives were the first to go away and leave us
Like the two best friends that used to share everything with each others and SUDDENLY fate decided that this ain't going to happen anymore so they just stopped talking maybe for some reasons or for no reasons but for whatsoever reasons they once promised each others that no one will ever leave
So they kept asking themselves rhetorical questions wondering why that had happened, maybe it's just fate .. God who decided and knew that if this friendship kept going it won't be good enough
So what if we stopped asking the rhetorical questions and started believing for a while in the pass that God have chosen for us .. Do you know what will happen if you believed? everything will be much easier and you'll feel so much relieved if you just believed .. and am not exaggerating anything!
Like those close people to you who had died .. Are we going to keep moaning for the rest of our lives?  or will we believe that, that's fate and that's what was going to happen long ago without us knowing and it's now the time for it to happen
Like people who're dying everyday ... children, teenagers, adults, old people
Is it something that we can control? or it's fate that we have to believe in it and face the reality
Like the partners that were so much in love and BOOM  `broke up`
Like .. like anything that happens in your life and leaves you wondering .. It's fate!
Believe to be relieved.

Memories

We all have memories and we're craving them back,
Forgetting the current moment even though one day this very moment we're living now sooner or later will be a memory.
We all have memories that whenever we remember them our eyes starts to slightly shed tears with that big wide smile on our faces, but why we're still confined in that time?
And it seems like we're living on those memories
Starting to think that there will be no more good memories and that those were the best memories we ever lived!
Yeah! Maybe those were the best memories we ever lived but that doesn't mean that there's no other amazing memories waiting for us out there!
It's your life so live everyday freely & try to make every moment a good memory that will be a reminder & something that would make you smile later on
We all have memories with people that we're no longer talking to but once you remember those memories you feel that deep pain in chest & you feel like you wanna hug this person very tightly crying out “I miss you so much”
But then you remember they're just memories & you're forced to face the reality!
We all have that song that reminds us of a perfect moment we once lived
But sometimes memories turns out to be scars & your weakness point & it's just out of your control, you cannot help yourself from feeling this way
We all have memories that have a huge impact on our lives maybe they're also playing a main role in changing our personalities whether to the best or to the worse
And lastly we all have that one memory that's like an obstacle, it keeps us from moving forward
So we're trying our best forgetting this memory which is unlikely to be forgotten so we keep it as our mind's theme, trying to move on .. Continuing our life.

Hold On

Ever felt that everything around you is suffocating you
And that you cannot hold this anymore, even though people always tell you that you're strong enough to handle anything & you're strong enough to hold grudges
Always smiling & laughing when deep inside you, you're dying, hurt & being mistreated by many but you just move on & smile!
But hold on people .. We're human!
And those strong people who used to hold grudges are no longer strong enough to take any shit from anyone! So watch what you say carefully!
Or does it make you feel good to mistreat someone & make their day miserable!
Ever felt that people put you down just to feel better about themselves & they actually succeed in that cause you just gave them a chance to
Ever felt bad about yourself because of that terrible thing you've done & you can't bare to tell the truth so you just take this secret to the graveyard & it becomes your nightmare.
Ever felt that no one is there for you even though you have tons of friends & you're always being there for them but there's just to one you can trust & confide
Ever felt the pain of losing someone very close to you & feeling like it's the end of the world!
We all experienced these feelings but only a few who actually got over them& deep inside them they knew that life isn't only about today, this month or even this year and there's a bright side, it's not always gloomy
So try to be one of them, get over your past & concentrate on your future events.